“I have loved the learning experience. It’s like having a life coach at my finger tips.”
I have always struggled with alcohol and tried to stop many times in the past. It always started with a glass of wine here and there, and later 2 glasses, and always ended up with wine everyday. After reading ‘This Naked Mind’ I realised that I was brainwashed into holding certain beliefs about alcohol. It makes you relax, alcoholism could be in my genes, it gives me personality, helps me have fun, I can still be fully functional, it could be good for your health etc etc.
Finding OYNB
I read an OYNB testimonial on Facebook and it felt like it was me writing it. It was MY life this lady was describing. I decided there and then that this was it. I signed up for the challenge but spent the next 3 days finishing all the alcohol in the house. I started reading the OYNB Challengers Facebook group posts and was amazed at how many people go through the same thing as me. At last people are being honest about their experiences and not trying to validate their negative relationship with alcohol.
I got into quit lit which helped me to realise that my problem with alcohol was all in my head. I had been thinking about alcohol, and quitting alcohol all wrong which was why I had been struggling to kick the habit. The first 10 days of my challenge were hard but got better thereafter. I had 3 blips but just one sip or one glass of wine, not the usual one after the other! The OYNB group’s positivity and support after a blip helped a lot. The best thing about being alcohol-free is that I can feel my usual bounding energy returning – I feel like a varsity student again! I have more mental clarity and I deal with reality better. I have dreams I want to achieve, so I have been setting myself goals and I have been so much more productive. I’ve always exercised, but now it feels like the exercise is actually working as it should.
My alcohol-free journey
OYNB has been a lifeline for me and has completely changed my life. I still get scared that I will slip and fall back into old habits, so I decided to sign up to the 365-Day Challenge. I really want to feel like this forever and I don’t want to NEED alcohol ever again. Thank you OYNB for your great support and programme!
An entrepreneur and former senior oil broker, Ruari gave up drinking after excessive consumption almost cost him his marriage, and worse, his life. Going alcohol-free improved his relationships, career and energy levels, leading to him founding OYNB to provide a support network for others.